03-17-24
hi! i haven't updated this in a while. so by individual demand, here's an entry. today's the last day of spring break i went to the rodeo earlier this week and saw a lot of cows! and i got the turkey leg i wanted + dippin dots so i'm satisfied i also picked out my room in our new house so i'll have to work on what i'm doing theme-wise up to easter break. as well as set up a media server and ethernet. there's a lot to do!
more recently, i went to the movie theatre today to see end of evangelion! this is the first time the movie is showing in north america so i'm excited i knew about it in time to go. it's kind of insane i managed to go considering if my parents actually knew about the movie i would certainly be forbidden from watching anything eva related (which is fair honestly. but it's not like i haven't seen it before atp)

evangelion is one of my biggest hyperfixations so it was a crazy experience to see the movie on the big screen. now i won't lie, the movie is weird and incredibly questionable at some points, like the rest of the series, but something about giant robots piloted by some fucked up teenagers just spoke to me in sophmore year. this is my 3rd (i think) watch of the movie and at the end i kinda felt like i could finally figure out the message i wanted to take away, but by the time i got home i forgot so i'm planning to watch again at some point but take notes. this is sounding like a very dumb thing to do but it's important. i did take some pictures to capture the atmosphere, which was super cool for the most part! (the guy sitting next to me smelled like hotdogs ) my favorite photos are below
the theatre with the movie title on the
                    screen eva poster at the theatre one more final: i need you rei's split head on earth's surface most notable evangelion cast shinji and asuka's final meeting

in between the parts of the movie they played the credits for the first half, and i think i originally skipped the credits song when i watched on neflix but i shouldn't have because it's SO GOOD. fire songwriting on their part, it really fit the mood in my opinion. komm, susser tod still played during the movie and is equally nice to listen to.
this is kind-of a long entry after not talking for a lot so. yep. i love evangelion lol

i also bought a prom dress! i had to settle for something else because the dress i originally wanted was 800 dollars for some reason but the one i have is ok and everyone says i look like a princess so it's okay. i don't think it's something i'd normally wear but my mom says prom is a big thing so i have to dress up really fancy. i'll probably wear suits to any smaller dances i go to to balance this out lmao